Friday, May 31, 2013

Losing my voice

I don't know when or how

But somewhere along the way

I've lost my voice.

 

This blog used to be a fun outlet for me to get my crazy creative thoughts out.

I used it to document my pregnancy and mommy journeys.

 

But somewhere I lost my passion for writing.

The thoughts are still there

Like open drafts in my head.

Always flowing.

But formulating them to words on this blog are impossible.

 

It's hard to be open, honest and raw and yet continuously judged and stalked.

I can't seem to use my space without it becoming about someone else

And their judgment for not understanding what MY choices are.

It's a never ending battle.

 

But I'm tired of being muted

I'm tired of being afraid of who reads what

It's time to find my voice again.