crazy lady.

i feel like one of the crazy ladies i used to have to babysit at fernhurst. no joke. i have been out of whack, thanks to lots and lots of combined baby and mama estrogen. one minute i'll be fine, laughing even, and the next someone will say something that makes me bawl my eyes out. and when i say bawl my eyes out, i mean bawl my eyes out. for hours. no joke. last week, when i got a little upset, i started crying, left where i was like a three-year old throwing a tantrum, drove all the way home (mind you, still bawling) and while, the endless river of tears eventually subsided about an hour and a half after it started...i weeped the entire night. oh, and then next day as well. now i'm like many a good women, every now and then i need a good cry, but i don't usually spend two days crying over something that bothers me. AND i'll start crying at everything. i'll see a commercial on TV and i'll start getting watery eyes. someone will say something, that will remind me of something else and i start to water up. and i've also noticed that i've become the HUGEST worrier! i will seriously wake up to go on one of my 20 bathroom trips a night, and it will take me FOREVER to fall back asleep. it sucks! i start thinking about things or people and worrying about them. it drives me up the freaking wall and i'm sure it's no picnic for poor myka. i'm telling you, i'm on my way to being one of the crazy ladies from fernhurst.